Friday, July 07, 2006
i having a lot of feelings now..
happy, sad and frustrated..
let's say about frustated first..
my mum and my bro called me just to scold me..
ok.. maybe i am wrong.. but why cant they jus scold me when i reach home..
my bro scold me becos i forgot to pass him back that money..
ok lar.. i transfer to ur account tml lor..
say it peacefully can settle le mah..
then my mum wanted me to help her to do something last min.
but i reached home at 9pm when i supposed to reeach at 8pm..
my fault i noe, but i did helped her..
the customer wanted it tml.. ok i do it tml la..
but she den scold me getting worse when i went to poly..
i was like 'huh? wth.. ' she scold me for slpin late last night.. 4am..
but i was doin my project, and she says i didnt help to do household chores..
wth la.. wad she expect me to do.. getting good results while helpin with her work?
wad's wrong with me these few days? m i realli supposed to get all this scoldings?
ok whatever.. talk about the sad and happy part..
i was quite happy to get back my results.. quite good..
abd today we, 4/4, went back to amkss to gather..
erm.. some ppl cannot make it la.. hahha..
didnt see them for quite some time ler..
still as lame as ever..
but i still happy to see them.. hehheh..
went to the clsroom we used to study in..
erm.. flashbacks appeared in my mind.. sad i can say..
the good old times appeared in my mind..
but i cant enjoyed it now..
everyone is in different schools, leading different lifes..
ok gathering was rather successful.. but i didnt get to see mrs ong pregnant body..
hahah.. abit wasted la..
ok i remembered quite alot of things.... that were disappeared in my memory for some time..
this entry is similar to mel's but i still wanna write it down.i remembered how we spent 15 mins in toilet and 15mins for eating durin recess.
i remembered how i crapped with njm in class.
i remembered how mel, yiru and i disturb yang sheng in class.
i remembered how i crapped with jiexin in chinese class and disturb njm and ys at the same time.
i remembered the quarrels we had during sec3 and 4.
i remembered the noisiness we had in class.
i remembered how we laughed when we get back poor results.
i remembered me serene and mel doing crazy things during choir.
i remembered we keeping saying 'liu' during choir.
i remembered how we worked so hard for SYF.
i remembered sec1 and 2 i crapped with char, jo and ying.
i remembered we played volleyball everyday after school when we were sec2.
i remembered when we changed pe tee in toilet and making alot of noises.
i remembered when we gossiped about everything.
i remembered when we make really lame jokes that only amksians understand.
i remembered those days we did all the mean things on zq, njm and ys.
i remembered those days we cheong for o's.
i remembered those days when we preparing for class play and got so happy when we got the first.
i remembered when we rebuting mrs ismail.
i remembered when we stayed back in school doing nth.
i remembered those days we go eat meinu mian for lunch.
i remembered those days we avoiding mr siva and mr ong for our attire.
i remembered ryan will irritate us..
i remembered alot of things. things that words cant describe it.. or even says finish it.
ok.. i see no more ler.. feeling quite down now.. things dun go smoothly for me i think..
hais.. wad can i do.. damnit..
byebye..
10:05:00 PM Dance MY RHYTHMN
